CEI stress

"I never felt this depressed.

Yes, I have been chosen and invited to attend the CEI conference and now it has come to the step of preparation. I never knew anything about this conference that's been held once a year since... who the heck knows when it started anyways...
I did try to get some information about it but failed. Nobody cares about it? That's a lie 'cause now I do!! Or say, I have to. And that's exactly where my stress comes from. "


What's up there was written about 2 weeks ago.
Now things are getting on the right track I'd say. Or at least everything about the conference seems to be better.
I've tried every search tool to get the info about CEI and the themes are much clearer; We've put our thoughts together and figured out a best topic to work on; I'm getting more sleep than I did last week (sleeping 3-4 hours per day for a whole d### week was undoubtedly terrible)...

But still, this task is TOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

conversation

"***** I love you!"
"cool"
"... that's not the answer!!"
"what?"
"I said I love you"
"cool"

...... ..... .... ... .... ..... ......

"rrrrrrrrroooooooooooaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr"
"are you mad at me?"
"nahh, you're just having fun"
"yea I was just having fun"
"you sure are a bad ***** :p"
"what? you know I love you"
"but I just wanted to hear it again!"

... ... ... ...


***** I love you! We both know this clearly but I still want to say it to you over and over again.. I'll never get tired saying those three words -- to you, and only.
I don't know why, but I do feel the pressure that I have to be on the "top" to be able to be with you again one day. It's weird but when I think it over, it's pretty practical. Your thought?
When will our happily-ever-after ending come? At least we're both working hard for it right?


"Nothing can keep us apart. Our love will last till the stars turn cold..." -- Singing in the Rain

magic... Beijing...

Who else thinks Beijing is a magical city?

Under the big blue sky, you see so many different things, you see so many different people living in the same area. There's a quiet pathway on your left and then a crowded street on your right; an old man walking his bird passed you quietly just before a group of youngsters yelling each others' names flew away... Here's room for everyone who has a dream as well as those who don't.

When you take off its sparkly outfit, wipe all those flowery makeups off, you'll see the true Beijing. The old and glamous Beijing now begins to talk.
She has witness so many come-and-gos...

You just can't help falling in love with her!!

Blah blah blah... some kind of philosophy

Life's sweet, isn't it?

I've got a super super family, I've got a sweet sweet boyfriend, I've got a special special brain... and I've got a lot of remarkable experiences that others always dream of having. So what else should I ask for?

It can be hard from time to time, but don't ever blame! Do your best and be patient, one day, we'll all get what we deserve.
Could have been worse, you know...

Life's like an egg roll. Nothing special can be seen from the outside, but when you take a bite, just one tiny bite, what's in there will totally surprise you.
You never know...

Do treat ourselves like well wrapped presents. Only by this means, may others treat us in the way we should be treated.
They'll regret it if they don't unwrap the best thing in the world...