it's been great

It all started last Saturday night.

I still had one more test to deal with the next day but as usual, I turned on my computer and logged on MSN. There was a message left by him (trust me, that was a surprise) saying "I'll be up for the next 4 hours". Looked at the clock, there was 2 left. "Shoot, why didn't I log on earlier?!" Messenger showed he had left and I tried without expecting the best. There, he replied!!
We talked. He asked for my phone number.
We logged off.
He called.

When I heard him call me, right away, came the release at heart. I have to say, his voice is the greatest comfort on earth -- well, only when his arms don't count. It calms me down. "I missed your little giggles"..."I want you to choose what you like"... "Don't worry, we'll work it out"... ...
ok, I'll trust you in this.

After the phone call, mom has been asking a lot about him. And she has started to prepare herself for the fact that I may belong to the whole world.
If I am to leave, it'd be so hard for the family. I would never choose to leave thinking about how important I am spiritually to the whole family. I don't want to be selfish, and yet, I love him so much! I'll have to be selfish to either my family or his. Doesn't it suck?!

Anyways, when I don't think about the future choices. I'm as happy as can be.

Currently listening to Coldplay. There, somehow I think, is some kind of laziness in their music as well as their young passion and a little bit of about everything. There's warmth, too. It makes me think of winter afternoon sunshine.

It's wet and cold now. Wish to get warmed up in his arms...

That day shall come~~